Are you running away?

When I first went back to work after my six months leave without pay, I struggled.

For several reasons, a few coming from the atmosphere at work and many resonating from within me, the first couple of months back at work were rough.

I already knew I wanted to be a writer. Without doubt that was my driving force for change, yet some days I wondered if I was looking back more than forward.

Some days I was fixated on no longer wanting to be a full time personal assistant, instead of focusing on my goal of becoming a writer. On occasion, I become obsessed with what I didn’t want, instead of what I did.

Here are some lessons I learnt during this time.

Focusing on what you don’t want is exhausting

No wonder I felt tired some days after work.

Focusing on what you don’t want is focusing on the negative.  Thinking negatively leaves you tired, anxious and worried.  Hardly the best mindset to have you functioning at your peak.

Thankfully most days, I did focus on the positive. The days when I was overcome with negativity were definitely the ones I felt drained.

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There is no satisfaction in running away

Running away will not make you feel good. It will be frustrating, affect your self esteem, confidence and the pride you take in yourself.

Running towards something you deeply desire on the other hand, will fill you with confidence, strength and courage.

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Figure out what you want

In many regards I was lucky.  I knew what I wanted and I had a plan to make the opportunity happen.

So what happens when you have no idea what exactly it is you want? If this is the case, it’s time to do some serious soul searching.

If you need help to discover what makes you want to dive out of bed in the morning, then call for reinforcements.  Speak to career counsellors, mentors, coaches, your most trusted friends. Head to a good bookstore.  Look on the Internet.  There are many great books, websites and blogs that can help you decide exactly what it is you want to achieve.

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Do more of what you love

I realize now (isn’t hindsight a wonderful thing) the one thing I should have done to get me through the days when I felt negative – I should have wrote more.

Writing and being creative was what I needed, what I was craving. Spending more time writing would have made me happier.

If you are struggling, the message is clear – do more of what you love.

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Keep your eye on the goalposts

I’m sure in some form or another, I have mentioned this several times on this blog.

I mention it multiple times because it is so important. You have to keep your eye on the prize. You have to stay strong, focused and keep working towards your goal.

Don’t give up. If you get knocked down, get back up and keep running.

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